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22 Jan 22    1625587    via
tagged: c
30 Jun 23    2707    via
10 Jun 23    19685    via
tagged: oh man

now what if c was to send me a poem / text about what I don’t want him to be. what do I do with it?

09 Jun 23
tagged: what the ABSOLUTE FUCK do I do with it ?

replanting:

from the inhabit manifesto

09 Jun 23    80954    via

vampcraft:

i think as adults it’s our responsibility to be nice to kids and treat them with the respect we wish we got at that age and im not kidding or exaggerating in the least

28 May 23    54611    via
tagged: absolutely

angry because I can’t find any therapy session next week

25 May 23
tagged: man I’m going to lose the will to change I found

iamnotlanuk:

iamnotlanuk:

iamnotlanuk:

it fucking sucks how you can do all the therapy and self healing in the world and you still have to wake up living under a capitalist death cult that’s killed community and crushes your soul

congrats you want to live and be happy

bad news the world doesn’t want that for you

I’ll still love fully and crawl to hope until my body gives out anyway I guess

25 May 23    54678    via
23 May 23    20776    via & src

tonight is one year without c. I can’t believe life went on. one year is nothing.

22 May 23
tagged: im just going to cry all night life is so weird.

anniversaire à célébrer demain à 22h: un an de deuil.

20 May 23

ereemos:

“i dont wanna be a soldier” you are swiss. like 0 risk of that happening my man

13 May 23    5449    via

asoftepiloguemylove:

Digital painting of a tangerine that has been partially peeled. "YOU KISS THE BACK / OF MY LEGS AND I WANT TO CRY / ONLY THE SUN HAS / COME THIS CLOSE / ONLY THE SUN"ALT
I am so sorry I wasn't there when you were little. I would have iced the bruises on your back.ALT
"you say my name and i want to knit my bones into your bones, smooth away / the boundaries of our heartbeats. what i'm trying to say is that if the temperature / inside those wild pockets of interstellar dust hits right near absolute zero, / carbon monoxide and dihydrogen molecules condense together in the dark / nebula to form stars. if you're ready, i want to make you shiver like that."ALT
"And maybe not destroying the thing you love, resisting that impulse, is the highest expression of love."ALT
Orange-yellow shaded image of a branch of an orange tree. "I love you. I'm glad I exist."ALT
"TELL ME / i. / about the sunlight and how it gets inside you / like fish hooks or / an old kind of hunger. / ii. / about your mother's addiction to drugstore / blush and smeared lipstick, / your father's penchant for the scent / of pipe tobacco, / how your house was a vintage animal with claws. / iii. / about the creek, your muddy feet, that time you kissed a boy / even though everyone said you shouldn't / because you were a boy too. / about the lavender sprigs you kept in a water glass / on your nightstand, / how he laughed, / how you loved him for the warmth of it."ALT
"How do you love? / Like a fist. Like a knife."ALT
Digital painting of a hand holding an orange. "...AND HERE IS ALL THE / LOVE / I WANTED TO GIVE YOU..."ALT

break my arms around the one i love

poem: Shauna BarbosaGPS art: @mmelodyj / unknown / Ainslie HogarthMotherthing / Keaton St. JamesHISTORY STUDENT FALLS IN LOVE WITH ASTRO PHYSICS STUDENT / @555w4 / unknown / Ada LimónThe Good Fight / @sunsbleeding

05 May 23    9545    via
tagged: c

c and helsinki inspiring me. the warmth of cs thought makes it enjoyable to walk under the snow.

04 May 23
tagged: I miss him

cieuxnoirs:

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“rolling down my window so you can take pictures of the sunset” is my love language

29 Apr 23    4    via
tagged: it’s been almost a year without the person I love these photos bring so much to my heart he is so wrong for thinking life has to be this way. im mad

im glad I got to fully appreciate the way I grew up and the way I was hurt by this world. I swear people will never get it and I’m glad I went through all of this because I swear I’m a good person. and I’m not a good person in spite, I am in full spirit. I get to chose my actions. people will literally never understand what it took me to be this human to a world that failed to present some humanity to me. im glad I kept my true heart and never let people turn me into the things they put me through

29 Apr 23
tagged: i have never been able to rest from the incapacity of the world to be human towards me